When it doesn't as it seen....

When there was an "easy come easy go" but somehow there was a great time for me that taught me how to be patience.

Yes, it's been a while. I'm kinda exhausted with mylife. And this 'Watch Out, Love' shud be changed into 'What's Up, World'. Hm, or maybe I shud make another one.
Life was, so-so lah ya. No need to ask for more. Same circle. But I know, it's getting better. I know I'm on my way to a better person. :-)

Simple, but what I've been thinking is, I need a home. I should find where I belong.
"A room is still a room. When noting's there but gloom." Yes it is.

I need a home.

But first, in urgently need escape to the beach. Yes, it's an immediately needs.

Morning, I just too much in my head.

My Biggest Inspiration.

By the time I'm writing this notes, it's the time when I remembering the way he taught me how to make a beautiful melody and sing it clearly.

Bang Elfa, susah buat di deskripsiin. Terlalu baik. Hari ini kayak mimpi. Masih yakin ini mimpi. Kayak baru kemaren ketemu, salaman sambil bilang "kangen, Bang!" Kerja kerasnya dan auranya selalu bikin gue semangat. Pertama kali nyanyi depan dia yang keinget adalah "kamu teh grogi? Baca al-fatihah dulu coba.." lahh, jadi itu audisi nyanyi apa latian ngaji ya? hahaha..

Terlalu menyenangkan! Can't describe more.

Selamat jalan ya Bang! Terima kasih banyak sudah memberikan banyak inspirasi, makasih you just made me say "Promise, I won't stop singing!", makasih banyak untuk musik-musik yang indah, makasih buat idenya bikin EMS, dan makasih buat senyuman hangatnya.. :''''))) Will miss you soo bad, Bang! ♥

Nothing's change.

Earlier this year. I was trying to sleep in a hotel room, while my 3 best friends are already sleeping. I just got back from an absurd-morning with my other friend and realize how lovely to have a lot of friends. Bisa bagi-bagi cerita dan bikin hal yang simpel jadi berkesan. Misalnya pagi itu, di tanggal 1 Januari 2011, yang gue lakukan adalah ngeliat Matahari terbit, walaupun nggak keliatan sih.. but that was a random thing, but really lovely. Sebenernya sih ngarep ngeliatnya sama.... *samasiapeee?!*

Tapi, gue punya suatu pemikiran ya, your year will running just like the way you spend your new year eve. Berawal dari tahun 2010, I feel soo FUCKED UP on the NYE. and unfortunately my 2010 had been soo FUCKED UP! so ya basically I believe on my thoughts. My 2011 NYE was amazingly lovely and full of laughs. Yaaaaa.. I'm not trying to make a high expectation for 2011, but please, surprise me? :))

2011, bisa apa ya kira-kira? Banyak banget sih rencana-rencana yang udah dibikin. Just trying and hoping for the best lah yaaaa!! :D

well...... you know me soo well (SM*SH doooong!) shud go to bed and being too productive in the morning!

Love love, love! ♥

WELCOME, 2011!

Welcome-welcome! It's already the 5th day of 2011. What have you done, folks?

I'm still making a lot of resolutions.

But first thing first, I just wanna say, Happy F-ing 2011!!

and here it is, my Early new year Resolutions..

1. New musics should be listen to.

2. Be productive!

3. Stick to the status-quo

4. Study hard, Play harder, Work hardest!

Soo.. have a bloody lovely year! It going to be superb.. hmmm, I guess :p

Please don't be late!

At least,

Some leave and gone. some stay and strong. At least, you should know that Best Friend never gonna be an Enemy but they need times to find out who they are and they will be back anytime soon. Ya setidaknya Best Friend adalah setengah dari kita. Sadar atau pun nggak ya :))

Ini sudah hari ke sekian. hari ke 18 bulan ke 12 di tahun 2010. Cepet banget ya nggak kerasa. This year have been the most colorful year of my life. A lot of changes. A lot of persons come and go. Sumpah seneng banget inget-ingetnya. Even the worst things that happen this year was a very good story to learn for me! Bahkan, sampai hari ini, I feel soo lucky! karena warna-warni 2010 belum selesai. Bahkan i'm sure this will be another colors for 2011!!!

Ini hari ke 18 di bulan 12, that means my Dad's Birthday! yeayyyrrr! Be good stay gold Dad! i love you as I always do!

Goodnight! :))

Someday

As days go by
and fade to nights
I still question
why you left
I wonder how
it didn't work out
but now you're gone
and memories all I have for now
but no it's not over
we'll get older we'll get over
we'll live to see the day that I hope for
come back to me
I still believe that
we'll get it right again
we'll come back to life again
we won't say another goodbye again
you'll live forever with me

Someday, someday
we'll be together
someday, someday
we'll be together

I heard someday
might be today
mysteries of destinies they
are somehow
and are someway
for all we know
they come tomorrow
But for today
my eyes are open
my arms are raised for your embrace
my hands are here to mend what is broken
to feel again to walk on the face
I believe there is more to life
oh I love you much more than life itself
I believe I can change your mind
revive what is dying inside

And someday, someday
we'll be together
someday, someday
we'll be together
someday, someday
we'll be together
we'll be together
we'll be together
someday


Someday - John Legend


And, it might be Someday. Not today.