When it doesn't as it seen....

When there was an "easy come easy go" but somehow there was a great time for me that taught me how to be patience.

Yes, it's been a while. I'm kinda exhausted with mylife. And this 'Watch Out, Love' shud be changed into 'What's Up, World'. Hm, or maybe I shud make another one.
Life was, so-so lah ya. No need to ask for more. Same circle. But I know, it's getting better. I know I'm on my way to a better person. :-)

Simple, but what I've been thinking is, I need a home. I should find where I belong.
"A room is still a room. When noting's there but gloom." Yes it is.

I need a home.

But first, in urgently need escape to the beach. Yes, it's an immediately needs.

Morning, I just too much in my head.

My Biggest Inspiration.

By the time I'm writing this notes, it's the time when I remembering the way he taught me how to make a beautiful melody and sing it clearly.

Bang Elfa, susah buat di deskripsiin. Terlalu baik. Hari ini kayak mimpi. Masih yakin ini mimpi. Kayak baru kemaren ketemu, salaman sambil bilang "kangen, Bang!" Kerja kerasnya dan auranya selalu bikin gue semangat. Pertama kali nyanyi depan dia yang keinget adalah "kamu teh grogi? Baca al-fatihah dulu coba.." lahh, jadi itu audisi nyanyi apa latian ngaji ya? hahaha..

Terlalu menyenangkan! Can't describe more.

Selamat jalan ya Bang! Terima kasih banyak sudah memberikan banyak inspirasi, makasih you just made me say "Promise, I won't stop singing!", makasih banyak untuk musik-musik yang indah, makasih buat idenya bikin EMS, dan makasih buat senyuman hangatnya.. :''''))) Will miss you soo bad, Bang! ♥

Nothing's change.

Earlier this year. I was trying to sleep in a hotel room, while my 3 best friends are already sleeping. I just got back from an absurd-morning with my other friend and realize how lovely to have a lot of friends. Bisa bagi-bagi cerita dan bikin hal yang simpel jadi berkesan. Misalnya pagi itu, di tanggal 1 Januari 2011, yang gue lakukan adalah ngeliat Matahari terbit, walaupun nggak keliatan sih.. but that was a random thing, but really lovely. Sebenernya sih ngarep ngeliatnya sama.... *samasiapeee?!*

Tapi, gue punya suatu pemikiran ya, your year will running just like the way you spend your new year eve. Berawal dari tahun 2010, I feel soo FUCKED UP on the NYE. and unfortunately my 2010 had been soo FUCKED UP! so ya basically I believe on my thoughts. My 2011 NYE was amazingly lovely and full of laughs. Yaaaaa.. I'm not trying to make a high expectation for 2011, but please, surprise me? :))

2011, bisa apa ya kira-kira? Banyak banget sih rencana-rencana yang udah dibikin. Just trying and hoping for the best lah yaaaa!! :D

well...... you know me soo well (SM*SH doooong!) shud go to bed and being too productive in the morning!

Love love, love! ♥

WELCOME, 2011!

Welcome-welcome! It's already the 5th day of 2011. What have you done, folks?

I'm still making a lot of resolutions.

But first thing first, I just wanna say, Happy F-ing 2011!!

and here it is, my Early new year Resolutions..

1. New musics should be listen to.

2. Be productive!

3. Stick to the status-quo

4. Study hard, Play harder, Work hardest!

Soo.. have a bloody lovely year! It going to be superb.. hmmm, I guess :p

Please don't be late!

At least,

Some leave and gone. some stay and strong. At least, you should know that Best Friend never gonna be an Enemy but they need times to find out who they are and they will be back anytime soon. Ya setidaknya Best Friend adalah setengah dari kita. Sadar atau pun nggak ya :))

Ini sudah hari ke sekian. hari ke 18 bulan ke 12 di tahun 2010. Cepet banget ya nggak kerasa. This year have been the most colorful year of my life. A lot of changes. A lot of persons come and go. Sumpah seneng banget inget-ingetnya. Even the worst things that happen this year was a very good story to learn for me! Bahkan, sampai hari ini, I feel soo lucky! karena warna-warni 2010 belum selesai. Bahkan i'm sure this will be another colors for 2011!!!

Ini hari ke 18 di bulan 12, that means my Dad's Birthday! yeayyyrrr! Be good stay gold Dad! i love you as I always do!

Goodnight! :))

Someday

As days go by
and fade to nights
I still question
why you left
I wonder how
it didn't work out
but now you're gone
and memories all I have for now
but no it's not over
we'll get older we'll get over
we'll live to see the day that I hope for
come back to me
I still believe that
we'll get it right again
we'll come back to life again
we won't say another goodbye again
you'll live forever with me

Someday, someday
we'll be together
someday, someday
we'll be together

I heard someday
might be today
mysteries of destinies they
are somehow
and are someway
for all we know
they come tomorrow
But for today
my eyes are open
my arms are raised for your embrace
my hands are here to mend what is broken
to feel again to walk on the face
I believe there is more to life
oh I love you much more than life itself
I believe I can change your mind
revive what is dying inside

And someday, someday
we'll be together
someday, someday
we'll be together
someday, someday
we'll be together
we'll be together
we'll be together
someday


Someday - John Legend


And, it might be Someday. Not today.

So long.

Well, it isn't a hard Goodbye anymore. When hugging my Sister at the airport and saying, "See you real soon, Mba!" then I know that soon, it's always that soon.

But, the different story now, there's 77 days left to count on for my lovely Gabriela Maryam to leave this City for 4 years. 4 years ahead without her. Even we can't meet each other really often here in J-town, but I can't imagine how how hard would that be..

And....

80 days left, for my Boyfriend to leave this City to. More than 6000 miles away. For me it's soo hard. LDR, Long Distance Relationship. I have no word. I just knew that it eill be REALLY hard. Harder than what we've been through here, in the same city.


So long, it will be journey.
#sigh

Yes, I can feel it...

TRUE!

Should I?

Something I wanna share, sometimes I wanna talk.

Could we have some-Quality time to talk?

Should I keep my mouth in zip or Shouldn't I?

I have no idea.

Sometimes fortune cookies just right,
"You are far more influential than you think.."

Goodnight. I told ya, it wouldn't be great.

6650 Miles Away

Hoping to know that, it will be easy for me. but I know it won't be.

6650 Miles Away from here.

less than 130 Days...

Sugar~

You just like Sugar on my Tea, Baby.

My lips like sugar, my lips like sugar

This candy got you sprung, this candy got you sprung
So call me your sugar, so call me your sugar
You love you some, you love you some

Sugar - FloRida

Got me too much Sigh-ing from now on. October already. Ohh.... SHIT!

New hair!!

I don't think you can see any change in me, HA!

Sorry For the Stupid Things

Sometimes we wish for the better
When we have it good as it gets
Sometimes the grass isn't greener
As soon as we find out, we forget
Sometimes a fool doesn't know he's a fool
Sometimes a dog, he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really don't mean it at all

Sometimes a man is gon' be a man
Its not an excuse, its just how it is
Sometimes a wrong, don't know that they wrong
Sometimes the strong, ain't always so strong
Sometimes a girl is gon' be a girl
She don't want to deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So, I'm sorry for the stupid things
I wish I didn't do but I do

Sometimes I wish I was smarter
Wish I was a bit more like you
Not making stupid decisions made at the last minute
You live to regret when its through
Well sometimes a fool, doesn't know he's a fool
And sometimes a dog, he don't know he's a dog
But sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn't mean it at all

Sometimes a fool doesn't know he's a fool
And sometimes a dog, he don't know he's a dog
But sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn't mean it at all
At all . . .at all



I'm Sorry For The Stupid Things........................... -Babyface


Happy Ied, Friends. Mohon Maaf Lahir Batin ♥

Finally.........

At first you didn't mean that much to me
But now I know that you're all I need
The world looks so brand new to me
Now that I found Love ♥
Everyday I live for you
And everything that I do, I do it for you
What I say is how I feel so I believe it's true
You got to know I'm true
Love - Musiq Soulchild

It's the first 5th. Uh, finally :-))

After all these years.....

After all these years.....
You'll always be the beginning and the end of every chapter.
It's been 61 months since first time we met.
First time we fall in love.
And I know we'll always be in love together.

I Love You @ariefjoko ♥

Never Say Never

I'm back. it's nice to meet ya'll again.
well, with a couple things i left behind, now I'm a college-girl.
with
heart status : Taken.
age : 18.
boyfriend : to lovely to describe.

yes, gonna give everything i have, cause this is my destiny.
Enjoy :)

I'm officially Graduated from Al-Izhar High School!

Yes, and from now on I'm officially being an Unemployed.
Luckily, there's still Prom Night and SNMPTN wait for me. Good Night! ♥

Stay or Go.

Just in time. I've been thinking about something that I shouldn't have to think about. Some say we can be special if we trying hard to be special. But somehow I know, to be special you just need to be special for yourself, then everyone around will feel that you are special.

In case that you were wondering, I've never felt that I'm special. But I want to be special. So then, I realize why people think that I'm too ordinary to be true.

It's time for me to let everything go, and make the sweet things stay around. I know I can be special. 10 days before the announcement. Hope I'll hear the good good news, very soon. :-)